life tumbles down

amazing how life changes when you've got nothing to do. college ends and if you're of the unlucky few who don't have a degree in engineering or business or some other corporate american drone degree you're basically fucked. believe me i've been "fucked" for about 8 months now and lemme tell ya never once have i had lube. after college there was nothing (other than the endless hours of job hunting). no more classes or obligations. no more meetings, notes, lectures or staring aimlessly into space. no more professors or dirty bathrooms with one ply paper that rips even if you're using a novel-sized amount. it all just .... stops.